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Homin
[info]whenlove


Have you ever wanted something so bad but there was nothing in your power you could do to get it (nothing easy anyway such as not changing who you are) But you still like something is wrong with you, that it is your fault you don't have this thing?

I have been feeling this more and more lately. I feel like crying all the time because of it. Pehaps its because I have been reading too many romance novels, I don't know.

I just want someone to love me or like me for me. Who wants to hold my hand and finds me attractive even when I don't.
To make matters worse I want someone asian, which is even more difficult for me as I am white.
Someone who will protect me and always been there for me, even if they make mistakes.

I want an epic love.

But I suppose thats what everyone wants, so why do I get to whine about it?







OMG
Homin
[info]whenlove
OMG

I WENT SKYDIVING TODAY XDDDDDDDDDD
IT WAS SO AMAZING !!!!!!!
I WOULD RECOMMEND IT TO ANYONE =]]]]]]]]]]]]]

HELP
Homin
[info]whenlove
I NEED ALL YOUR GUYS' HELP.

I AM DOING A SKYDIVE TO RAISE MONEY FOR CANCER RESEARCH

BUT I'M STILL SOME DISTANCE FROM MY TARGET SO I'M APPEALING TO YOU GUYS TO HELP ME REACH IT.

ANY HELP YOU GUYS CAN GIVE WOULD HELP ME GREATLY.

YOU CAN DONATE AT: www.justgiving.com/hannahsavellstewart

PLEASE PASS THIS ONTO YOUR FRIENDS, FAMILY ECT.

THANK YOU GUYS SOOOO MUCH *HUGGLES*

XXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXX

HELP
Homin
[info]whenlove
what programme do i need to watch Boys Over Flowers? the video ends in .str and i downloaded it from With S2 subbing, they use soft subs.....i already have GOM layer downloaded but that wont play it.....any help???? cause i really want to download them all with subs and then watch them on my 11 hour flight to denver

Thanks
xxx
p.s. sorry for spamming your flist but i really want to watch the series

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Homin
[info]whenlove
gahh

so my cambridge uni prospect came today...=_= AAAB is what i need to even apply...T____T its so hard to get into...dunno if i can even be bothered....but it is so nice and it would do really really well for jobs when i graduate...also make the parents proud....but i also want to go to uni in america.....hmmmmm AHHHHHHHHH cant chose...

anyway its also my birthday tommorrow, but im not doing anything to celebrate, dont like doing that......yeah i know im weird.

2 weeks 4 days XDDDDDDDDDDDD

god, so didnt want to go to college today, become so lethagic when it comes to college lately. didnt go to my subject reveiws, didnt do like any homework. my teachers were not happy, but its like only recently, dont know what they are complaining about, like the first bits of homework i havent given in on time....

cant wait till friday...doctor who matharon with hash brownies XD o yeah life is good hahaha


really need to finish typing up my homin story...so close to being done ( you didnt hear anything hahah ;])

god im going to kill my history teacher with something blunt!!! my dad fought in vietnam (im half american XD) and we are learing about it in history so my dad was kind enough to offer to come in to talk about it and teacher is being a right jerk face "So how come you didnt realise in '68 that you shouldnt be in vietnam" ( my dad had said that my '73 he knew that they shouldnt be there) OMG how dare you be so rude to my dad, he is willing to come in and talk about a painful time that you have no way of ever understanding and you sit there and critize him like that!!!! GAHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH...anyway only 7 more weeks with him and im dropping history XDDDDDDDDDD
well i might start using this journal a bit more...hmm....if i can be bothered hahahah


xxx

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Homin
[info]whenlove
IF SOMEONE SAYS 'ARE YOU OKAY' YOU SAY?

DBSK- Bye Bye My Love

HOW WOULD YOU DESCRIBE YOURSELF?

Aerosmith-Don’t Want to miss a thing

WHAT DO YOU LIKE IN A GUY/GIRL?

DBSK-Purple Line (umm no idea what that could be ahah..maybe S-Line XD)

HOW DO YOU FEEL TODAY?

Linkin Park-One Step Closer To The Edge (so true T_T)

WHAT IS YOUR LIFE'S PURPOSE?

Minwoo-Bump (hahahahah)

WHAT'S YOUR MOTTO?

Kazuya Kamenashi - Kizuna ( COOL ! (means friendship)

WHAT DO YOUR FRIENDS THINK OF YOU?

Rainie Yang- Ai Mei

WHAT DO YOUR PARENTS THINK OF YOU?

Nelly- Here comes the boom

WHAT DO YOU THINK ABOUT VERY OFTEN?

Shakeria & Beyonce-Beautiful Lie (God how true..T_T)

WHAT IS 2 + 2?

DBSK-Wrong Number (hahahaha)

WHAT DO YOU THINK OF YOUR BEST FRIEND?

Basshunter-Now your gone (god this is scary...i changed schools so i haven’t seen her barely at all)

WHAT IS YOUR LIFE STORY?

Alan Kuo-Ling (Zero) ((This is weird...again true)

WHAT DO YOU WANT TO BE WHEN YOU'RE GROWN UP?

DBSk-Hug (umm i wann hug people....? haha)

WHAT DO YOU THINK WHEN YOU SEE THE PERSON YOU LIKE?

DBSK-Don’t Cry Anymore (???)

WHAT WILL YOU DANCE TO AT YOUR WEDDING?

Big Bang-Haru Haru (god thats a depressing song to dance to..T_T)

WHAT WILL THEY PLAY AT YOUR FUNERAL?

DBSK-O (huh...not something i would’ve have chosen myself haha)


WHAT IS YOUR HOBBY/INTEREST??

Christina Aguilera- Hurt (god i’m having a depressing time haha)

WHAT IS YOUR BIGGEST FEAR??

Kat-tun-Real Face (maybe that I don’t want to see my true self....?)

WHAT IS YOUR BIGGEST SECRET?

The Fray-How to save a life (YES i admit it i have the secret to immortally)

WHAT DO YOU WANT RIGHT NOW?

Jin-Hesitate (i want life to just stop moving forward)

WHAT DO YOU THINK OF YOUR FRIENDS?

Big Bang-Last Farewell ( T_T)

WHAT WILL YOU POST THIS AS?

Yamapi- Gomen Ne Juliet

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Homin
[info]whenlove
Stole this from[info]alta13 

1. What is your name: Hannah
2. A four letter word: Hope
3. A boy's name: Harry
4. A girl's name: Haley
5. An occupation: Homosapien
6. A color: Honey
7. Something you wear: Hat
9. A food: Hot chocolate
10. Something found in the bathroom: Hemp shampoo
11. A place: H&M
12. A reason for being late: Hail
13. Something you shout: Horray
14. A movie title: Hell Boy
15. Something you drink: Horlicks
16. A musical group: Horrors
17. An animal: Hamster
18. A street name: Harley
19. A type of car: Hatchback
20. The title of a song: Hug

Cause i'm bored....waiting to go out XDD
xx

help
Homin
[info]whenlove
I need your help XDD
To all Americans who have been to university =] )


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Homin
[info]whenlove

borrowed  from </a></b></a>[info]alta13

Ask me to take pictures of any aspect of my life that you're interested in/curious about - it can be anything (within reason) from my favourite shirt to my cellphone. Leave your requests as a comment to this entry. It's like a glimpse into my world!

Have fun XDD
xx


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Homin
[info]whenlove
i just stumbled upon a really funny blog
www.thesneeze.com/mt-archives/cat_steve_dont_eat_it.php

this guy basicly eats all this rank stuff that actually exists

the best line

It was also the only time in my life my brain formed the sentence: "I have a mouth full of cellulite."


check it out
xxx


O_O
Homin
[info]whenlove
OMG OMG OMG OMG
O_O



heechul & Jumon whos from Trax


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Homin
[info]whenlove
hahahahahaha lmao
i was just on that drabble maker thingie (yes i have a great vocab ;])
and yunho and jaejoong ate a roast CAT !!!
hahaahah

Merry christmas all hope you get what you want XDD

still waiting for my dbsk stuff to come in *shakesfistatyesasia!!*
xxxxxxxxxxxxxx

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Homin
[info]whenlove
Hello my lovelies XDD

i have decied to post up some photos of myself....just so you know who i am hahaha
Pictures )



Have a great Christmas XDDDDD
xxxxx



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Homin
[info]whenlove
my life really isnt good at the moment

my best friend is going out with the guy i like (she knew before she went out with him that i liked him) so now i have to pretend i didnt really like him, only i do a lot.

this is also the same guy my OWN twin said that i wouldnt, basicly have a chance in hell of getting because even SHE coudn't get him...i mean that just shot my self-confiedence right down.

and i am not sleeping well at all, so now my school work is suffering. i keep forgetting that i have work due and getting into even more trouble.

and the only place i can say all this is in lj.....how sad is that?

i just i wasnt me right now

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Homin
[info]whenlove
I am...

I am the girl kicked out of her home because I confided in my mother that I am a lesbian.

I am the prostitute working the streets because nobody will hire a transsexual woman.

I am the sister who holds her gay brother tight through the painful, tear-filled nights.

We are the parents who buried our daughter long before her time.

I am the man who died alone in the hospital because they would not let my partner of twenty-seven years into the room.

I am the foster child who wakes up with nightmares of being taken away from the two fathers who are the only loving family I have ever had. I wish they could adopt me.

I am one of the lucky ones, I guess. I survived the attack that left me in a coma for three weeks, and in another year I will probably be able to walk again.

I am not one of the lucky ones. I killed myself just weeks before graduating high school. It was simply too much to bear.

We are the couple who had the realtor hang up on us when she found out we wanted to rent a one-bedroom for two men.

I am the person who never knows which bathroom I should use if I want to avoid getting the management called on me.

I am the mother who is not allowed to even visit the children I bore, nursed, and raised. The court says I am an unfit mother because I now live with another woman.

I am the domestic-violence survivor who found the support system grow suddenly cold and distant when they found out my abusive partner is also a woman.

I am the domestic-violence survivor who has no support system to turn to because I am male.

I am the father who has never hugged his son because I grew up afraid to show affection to other men.

I am the home-economics teacher who always wanted to teach gym until someone told me that only lesbians do that.

I am the man who died when the paramedics stopped treating me as soon as they realized I was transsexual.

I am the person who feels guilty because I think I could be a much better person if I didn’t have to always deal with society hating me.

I am the man who stopped attending church, not because I don't believe, but because they closed their doors to my kind.

I am the person who is afraid becuase I can love a man and a woman.

I am the person who has to hide what this world needs most, love.

Repost this if you believe homophobia is wrong.

The Angel and The Saviour
Homin
[info]whenlove
Title: The Angel and the Saviour
Length: One Shot
Author: Whenlove
Rating: PG13+
Genre: angst, some non-con and coarse language
Summary: Winter never was so cold.

story.. )



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Homin
[info]whenlove
If you read this, if your eyes are passing over this right now,(even if we don't speak often or ever) please post a comment with a COMPLETELY MADE UP AND FICTIONAL memory of you and me.

It can be anything you want - good or bad - BUT IT HAS TO BE FAKE.

When you're finished, post this little paragraph in your LJ and see what your friends come up with.

(^___^ Please?)

Took this from [info]soloscry, XDD

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Homin
[info]whenlove
took from soloscry

Which dbsk member are you?
Your Result: Micky Yoochun
 

Micky Yoochun? Well, let's see... You're mean at times, but nice too. But it wont matter because of your irresistable charm. Hero JaeJoong even said that even when Micky bit something he was still cute in a way. So let this be a compliment to you, your charm is just like Micky's. You're lazy at times, and order people around to do the jobs for you. But when they need help, you're always there 100%. You're very emotional, the most. But it doesnt matter, because you love to crack jokes and have a very fun time. Congrats! You're a Micky Yoochun.

Max Changmin
 
Hero JaeJoong
 
U-know Yuhno
 
Xiah Junsu
 
Which dbsk member are you?
Quiz Created on GoToQuiz



YEAH!! XDDD

Results
Homin
[info]whenlove
Done finally with my GCSE'S =]]]]]]]]]]]]]]]]]]]]]   
i got 3 A's and 7 B's overall......didnt get a single C nor fail any =]]]]]]]]]]]]]]]
DONE DONE DONE

God i feel so less stressful =]]]]]]]]]

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Homin
[info]whenlove
HAPPY BIRTHDAY
Have a good one XDDD

xxx

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